normal times

is it ok that I want to slit my wrists?
why do I always feel like this?
Is it because my therapist when I was 12 wanted to fuck me with her handbag?
keep me under her desk feed me cum?
who would have guessed?
bought me golden necklace and lets wonder why she did not WANT TO GO BACK??
lesbian therapy abuse?
she had to be making it up