My Eternal Burning World

Sometimes I just want to get fucked up
I have to make due with what I have, a flask of razor burned memories
I forget at those times how much I bleed
Call my dealer, send over a kilo of cocaine filled blueberries
The road to redemption is longer than I expected
Sometimes I want to give up
then again hell probably doesn’t have stars like these
Sometimes I feel like EXPLODING
a dying star
in an eternal burning house
Then I remember I already burned my eternity
when I set myself on fire
that one fine day in the blender of forever
Sometimes I bleed gold from my breasts
named the glass of wine Midas
licked the carpet clean of your footprints
I love you
Drink the blood of Chiba, pray we find the coast
Always know I love you the most