tears spring in ponds behind my eyes

I hit myself in the face all the time I do it when angry I do it when pissed I do it all the time walking down the street angry all the time hello have a good day sir turn the corner slap myself three times each cheek tears spring. I can go fishing in these tears catch mad fish hot fish angry fish dead fish blue fish happy fish sad fish crystal fish lonely fishes fed fishes big and small fishes. I am my abusive boyfriend my jealous girlfriend I am the selfish one.

I hit myself feel better it works half the time the other times it doesn’t work I feel like a failure then I wonder why I feel like I have it so bad to hit myself 85% of the time during the day.