movie was of Toby and his suicidal thoughts

movie was of Toby
and his suicidal thoughts

part one was slow in the beginning camera zooms to find him asleep on a bench
say hello Toby he looks up looks back down mumbles a part of a word falls back to sleep
say Toby do you have a cigarette I have missed you
this here is my pet Alligator her name is Agatha


wait wait this has barely started why is Toby suicidal and why the fuck did he buy 200 dollars worth of ecstasy if he has never done it before?
feel something feel something anything

hey lady remember when you overdosed do you remember the feeling of black the peace?
I was so fucking fucking angry when they brought me back
it was my choice to stay, why did they bring me back?