bitch to love

fell asleep by the river, dreams
of black yellow fish
commit murder by the river
one more to miss
woke up by the ocean, dreams
of red neck lipstick
commit suicide by the ocean
loving you is a bitch
have sex by the river, dreams
of watching you die
happy little thinking
helps a sad man
like me smile
funerals by the ocean, dreams
when you were alive
you were lovely my dear lover
how you made me sigh
getting high by the river, dreams
of red shiny boots
tits in my face, covered in juice
the dress I had bought you
was soaked in blood
you were my best friend
though a bitch to love