You drag me on the ground, eager to throw me down
The stairs, I play dead, it doesn’t matter
I curse myself for crying, fool to show weakness
My makeup smeared,i wish you had hit me
Do you love me you ask, yes in a monotonous voice
I slip away into a world of nothing, simple nothing
My merry pill friends laughing as always, come play with us
You are too pathetic to hit, you tell me
It doesn’t matter, I have my friends
The last time, I went to deep
It was frightening but it doesn’t matter
If I could go to the ocean again
I could dip my toes in the sand again.
But we fight too much to start the car we don’t have
Maybe a bowl of grape nuts would help
I doubt it